June 14th...update #1/20 weeks

Dear Family,

We received some very difficult news from Allison's doctor yesterday, and so we write to you to ask for your prayer. Allison and I met downtown yesterday to make our first sonogram appointment. The result of which has left us quite sad.

Our baby has not developed properly due to an excess of fluid on the heart and lungs. Additionally, the baby is not producing the fluid necessary to thrive. There are also chromosomal abnormalities. The prognosis from two doctors yesterday was grim. According to cases they have seen previously, the chance of survival is less than 10%. In some cases, a child can be carried to term but the issues remain and life is short. In other cases, a child's vital organs cannot withstand the stress and a miscarriage occurs. Our case is not representative of most, in that a miscarriage typically occurs within the first trimester and we are currently at 20 weeks. We have an appointment with a specialist in Fort Worth (Dr. Tabor) on Monday at 2:30. Until then, we wait.

While we do not understand God's plan in this, we still trust Him. I almost hesitate to write that because our faith is weak at this point, but we know that we are not called to always understand His ways immediately. We are called to be obedient and faithful and this is our desire. We ask you to pray for us; for encouragement, for wisdom, for acceptance, for hope and for peace. We are thankful for you, and feel blessed to have you in our life.

Love,

Zeb & Ally

Romans 8:28